Not any closer to an answer...

With each passing day I find it more apparent that I have no idea what I want to do with my life.  I don't know what I like doing, and I only know a few things that I dislike doing, so I'm not sure where exactly I should go.

My original plan had been to dabble in different things to try and figure out what I like.  The Problem: You can't get the opportunity to try.
It's really hard to try, when you need to try to try, it's very discouraging...
I apply for positions that seem interesting, but sadly due to my lack of experience I get no response, and therefore I work in the retail world... a world I hate.


I will soon have two jobs, neither of which I would want to do forever.  I picked up a second job for a few reasons.  1. I need a change, working your summer job for longer than the summer is very repetitive and mundane 2. Hours at my first job are going to be cut and I need the money so I can start to pay off my student loan (Which I am getting a head start on as I don't need to start paying it back till November)

I've always got a plan, I always know what I'm doing and now I dont and its stressful.

This is the first September since I was in preschool that I am not going back to school and it makes me sad.  When you're a student its okay that you don't know exactly what your doing because at least your in school, you're getting an education, but now that I am out I just don't know

Since the future of my career is very unknown I have decided that maybe I should focus on some other aspects of my life in which I have more control, such as my personal health.
Since completing my degree my health has been on the back burner.  I eat garbage and have become nothing more than a lethargic blob and Ive decided that I need to change that and that this is something that I control.  I control what I eat and I control how much physical activity I do, so I want to change.  I had been doing so well at school and then I cam home and became a blob.  I lost the definition I had gained and gained the weight that I had lost and me not being happy with the way I look only adds to the feeling of depression I'm experiencing with my lack of direction in my life.

I have set myself some goals for this month, goals that are attainable, and I'm hoping that by having them and posting them on my wall I will be more inclined to work to reach my goals.  I am also gotten my mom on board in the getting into better shape boat.  We are going to try and work around our schedules and get in time to exercise together so we can both be healthier and feel better.

So far we plan on meeting tomorrow at 6am to go for a jog, its a bit early for my day off, but I need to make these commitments, because then I will actually do something rather than just sitting on my but as I currently am...

Another thing I want to plan on doing is 20 minutes of yoga a day, which will be like nothing in the grand scheme of things but I think the benefits could be awesome, my muscles and joint could use some attention.


Today's Tip

Set Goals you can Attain, and give yourself a time in which to accomplish said goals.